waxenwings

I wish I was happier about the woman I'm becoming and the harmful habits I've quit, but still I cling to the past and my sadness, because it is far easier to remain sad than to risk being happy and having that aforementioned positivity be crushed. I'd rather live with what I know than live in fear of what could be.

A positive note: I took control of my fear of heights and climbed a step ladder in order to scrub some mold off of the house's siding today.